very thankful

it has been a while since i have written, but life sometimes gets in the way. our thanksgiving was wonderful!! my dad came up for the weekend and it was the best time ever!! we went all the way across the street to celebrate turkey day with our good friends(which really are family) and ate our faces off!! then we rolled into the car and went to family gathering part two with the cutest kids on earth!!! and again ate some more!! spent some quality time with my dad, which was much needed. this holiday season i am so very thankful for my wonderful, handsome, amazing, hyper and very helpful husband. without him i don't think i would be the same. he is my absolute best friend and know he is always here even when he is away. i am thankful for my wonderful parents who have made me who i am today, with a little bit of my own personal adjustments! :) of course my sister, who is forever wrapping herself with knowledge of anything and its awesome! (show off!!) i am very thankful for every single family member in the bing area that i see regularly and talk to. they are my staples here. without them i think we would be living somewhere else. and that would be terrible!! i would miss all the cutie patootie children growing up! i am thankful for the friends i have met and become closer with everytime i see them. even though i don't think i have a "ton" of friends, i am 100% graeful for the small knit group who are always there, whether it be by text when in the er, or the person who actually sat there with me while my hubs was away, you are in my heart and will never be removed. to me 7 really good friends is way better than 20 so-so friends! i am thankful for waking up everyday knowing someone somewhere is benefitting from the work i do. i am also thankful for my cute fish! i am just thankful for the place i am in life. even though at times it si rockie, we always have a great support team! i can go on on but i won't bore you. i will write more later, now i must rip my nose off!! oh yeah i am thankful for getting a cold!! i got it from the cutest person ever!! little miss G!!! ta-ta

halloween pics.

hayden,woopie, and fro!

don't squeeze me to tight!!

my rock star!!

AWWWWW!!!!!!!!!

great time!!

we had a great time in rhode island with my friends hayden and dawn. it has been so long since i've seen her that is was so good to catch up and just reminisce about old times and talk about the new times. she has such a great house and cute kittys! who LOVED jay!! they were on him like white on rice! and her iguana jack! he is so big and kinda old, but she has had him since the end of high school. i will post pictures later today. i did get to see my sister for a short time, but it was nice. she is the same cute self she always is.
driving past the places we lived, worked and hung out was so cool. no, we aren't moving there again!! we aren't moving unless it's a bigger apartment and we can have pets. (in the bing only!!) walking on the dock at colt state park was like we never left. jay and i use to go there often to just relax and think. it was a really good time and i wish we could've stayed longer, but such is life and had to come back to our current life! which seems to be getting better and better everyday.
i think we are headed in a good direction and for once i have nothing to worry about or get all panickie about. it is a good feeling. with the great circle of friends who are now family to our actual family we are very happy and don't want to give any of this up. well, back to work. i will get pictures up real soon. ta-ta! :)

no more travel!!

well this is our last weekend of traveling!! finally! we are off to rhode island to visit family and friends, then home bound!! we have not been in our house for a whole weekend in a long time and to be honest.... i am tired of it!! don't get me wrong, i love my parents and family we go visit, but enough already because the holidays are coming and we are going to see them then. so one more weekend away and then home sweet home! i can't wait to sleep in on my own bed and walk around the house in my pj's all day if i want! i hope all of you have a great halloween and get lots of treats and not to many tricks! ta-ta! :)

10!!!!!

well, we made it!! we are together for 10 years today!! how time flies that its 10 years already. all i know is that through it all, i could not be happier or feel more loved than i do with jason! so here is to a wonderful day together enjoying the weather and hopefully some wine tasting!!! yum!!! YAY 10 years of love! ta-ta :)

oh man!

why do colds have to be so rough?? why can't you sneeze and cough for a day and then be done with it! i am on the hunt for a new nose and set of lungs..... ta-ta ; )

oh the debate....

all i am going to say is that obama held his own very well and mccain just kept babbling on how obama "doesn't get it" and "doesn't understand" and how mccain has all the experience but when mccain was challenged with statements from obama he should have tried to say something to make the voters think it is untrue (which is all true if you ask me), he never did, all he did was stand there and smile or laugh. for me there was a lack of respect from mccain to obama, obama would look at and talk to mccain, and mccain showed no respect and didn't look at obama once or even respond to him. it was like he couldn't be bothered with him. i definitely know who i am voting for and to be honest this is my first debate i ever watched and it helped seal the deal for me.

this is just my opinion, please don't rip me apart. and actually its my first political blog! ta-ta!!

blah....

my boss decided to share her wonderful bronchitis with me! i can't wait to repay her! lol! so here i sit feeling yucks and coughin like i've chain smoked! so i got my wish, i wanted to stay home this weekend and i sure am staying home, but not how i planned! booooo!!! i must go hydrate and rip my throat out! ta-ta!

gotta love the 70's!

what's on outfit without funky socks!!

jay took the show with his fluffy fro!!

we are looking groovy man!!

a quickie!

a little short blog to start the day.... what a great time we had at our friends party! it was a 70's theme!!! there will be pictures of how we rocked the 70's when i get home!! (currently at work, working hard!!) i have one more weekend of not being here then i am not leaving until otherwise notified!! to much travel in such a short time! i miss my house and most of all my friends!!! oh yeah and one more thing...... i LOVE that i am back to work!! i am so much more involved this time around and it is great!!! i will write more tonight with pics!! ta-ta

so many choices....

i had a wonderful first week of work! and it got me thinking about all the things that happened this year and how i ended up back at my old job. this has to have been the roughest year we have faced through our ten years together! but now that it is the end of the year (sort of) it is funny how i am back to work where things started going better for us. and all of the bullshit that happened to my hubs will soon be ending in a month or so!!! so going back to where everything was good is not a bad thing. but is it......

i have been contemplating whether or not to stay here or go to "monticello". hubs has plenty of work and we would have a great place to stay. but is it worth leaving all the friends who are now family, and the family who have always been there? its always tough to choose between how we want to live and how we should live. i mean really, i am only working part time and hubs isn't working. but if we go back, he will be working and i know i will be working too. but, we will be missing one giant part of our lives.......YOU! everyone who we love dearly and have great times and some bad.... i would miss it terribly.

so do i choose my heart or my brain on this one? this has been my tug of war for a while now. i think i know the answer and i have to admit i am 100% ok with it. so here we will stay and keep our sanity and enjoy life in the bing with our friends and family. so, as you can see there are so many choices for just one decision!

all i know is that my only decision i am amking this weekend is ti chilax! thanks for "listening" to my babble! ta-ta!

home

well, we had a great weekend. i worked the entire time at the pizzaria and my hubs actually hung out with people! the first weekend the roles were switched! but i must admit i am very excited to head home today! i miss everyone! i am also glad i will not be at the pizzaria today either! there is a reason i don't work there in the first place! :) but it was fun to see all the old customers again asking if iam here to stay and the answer was a definate no!!! o h yeah....i was cursed out by an irate customer on the phone, i have never heard so many f--- words used in my life along with the word shit!! he got a really messy sandwich and was cursing mw out that it was my fault and how he was coming down there to throw it in the cooks face so he can clean it up! all i said was ok sir, then told anthony and he was so pissed he called the guy back and cursed him out and told him to never come there again! he went back to his old bouncing days! i saw it in his eyes! then he told us if he comes back to call 911 because the guy would be thrown over the deck! i said as long as i can do it! lol! some people don't understand that if you want extra sauce on something it is going to be messy! DUH!!! oh well!
i am hoping to hear from my doctor today on my test results, hopefully its not to bad and a little meds can help everything go back to normal, cause really, i need to sleep and not be in pain for pete sakes!! but there is jason who is the most wonderful person on earth, who makes me feel better no matter how bad it gets. he is my rock!(and sometimes my very own fart machine!lol) well, that's all for now my friends. ta-ta!

woohoo!!

well i am finally going to work! that's right! i am headed back to habitat! i was offered my old job back at habitat, and i took it with open arms and a huge smile! it has been a rough and long road trying to find a job in this great economy we have right now. not even a department store will hire me! geez! so i have a job at least until january, because habitat is going through a transitional period and are unsure what positions if any they may have after that. i am very thankful for this small blessing and will enjoy the paychecks!!
now if i can get the doctor to cure my pains and make me able to function, i will be even happier. more on that later i need to get my day started. ta-ta. :)

world of blogging

well i have joined the world of blogging! i am unsure if i will have many cool stories, just thoughts that run through my head that will help me figure them out by writing them out. i was always a quiet person and to say what i feel was a hard thing. over the years of moving and meeting wonderful new people i have realized that if you don't speak your mind you will lose it!! i am definitely not as shy as i was when we first moved to the Bing! i have many a people to thank for that.

you all know my crazy hubs! for who i am more thankful for than anyone in my life. sure we have had up and downs, more downs than ups, but through it all he has been my rock and shoulder in times of need. he is the CRAZIEST person on the planet i think! but he is all mine and i couldn't be happier.

so this is all i have for now, i am not good with words so i hope i don't bore any of you, if so you can leave and go to another site! i will say ta-ta for now and think of something to write about.